Out of order

Here is the first of many blogs to come.  I am just finishing up my pre op work ups and hope to be done soon and hope to get a date by the middle of March.  I went for the results of my Cardiac Work up on Friday figuring I would walk in get the all clear and walk out... Well the best laid plans of mice and men.  They found some abnormalities in the testing and want to do a cardiac catheterization to rule out any chance there is an actual problem.  I hope that this doesn't slow me down too much, but we shall see...  I have been reading constantly about individuals results, trials and tribulations and have seen this from both sides.  I think the biggest thing i have learned so far s that this is for me.  I am going to, for one time in my life, be selfish and do something solely for me and no one else.  I DESERVE THIS.  It will be a massive change.  I was thin once.204lbs when I was in the Army back in 1990 (holy shit that was a long time ago).  I plan on blogging and keeping journals through this entire phase of the new me. Well that's it for now.